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Sleep

Drifting and floating

Deeper in slumber
I think of you and
I surrender to sleep-
 
Dreams afford me
Much needed time
Inside your arms
Sinking even deeper-
 
There is no stress
To follow us here
Only restfulness and
Peace accompany us-
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Literature
Different

Have I lost control of life

To the point of no return?
Does it take a scientist to
Point out that I’m different?
Apparently, even so, I’m
Attractive in my weirdness
Some see me in all my faults
And accept me this way
I’m always thankful for other
Different people who really
See me and like me regardless
 
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Literature
Vines

Feelings of passion

Consume my empty
Soul as my mind
Is now consumed by
Thoughts of him
 
My soul may never
Be saved but my
Body feeds the fire
My mind creates now
 
The desire is born
And fed to grow
Perhaps out of control
But I don’t heed it
 
I see him and feel
My aching grow strong
As his lips seek mine
The vines envelop us
In binding pleasures
 
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Literature
Connection

I am waiting

Waiting for the rush
That always comes
When I see his face-
I long to hear his voice
Say my name-
I wish for moments
Of him with me alone-
Our own little world
Melts over the real one-
My smile ignites
At his dry humor-
My eyes brighten
At a poem written to me-
My soul feels alright
Whenever we connect-
 
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Literature
Power

I hate to feel so powerless

Whenever he’s on my mind-
I want to feel strong and hard
Instead of soft and caring-
My mean side perks up at
The thought of him in chains-
The desire to hurt and please
Overlaps in my usual tendencies-
Blood at the corner of my mouth
Confirms my pleasure has piqued-
His smile of delight confirms
That I am not powerless at all-
 
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Literature
Conflict

Who holds the key

To my heart today?
I’m never sure
Where life’s heading-
Is empowerment more
Important than love?
I don’t think so-
Sometimes it feels
As if I’m powerless
To fight my feelings-
Why is life such
A giant combat zone?
 
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Literature
Intertwined
The comfort I find in you is
Vast in my ocean of emotion-
I find you meeting my eyes
As we touch in our minds-
The comfort appears once more
As you bury me in your arms
Lest I die from the longing-
Unite your body with mine
Entangled in with lust forever-
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Literature
Become

My mind curls around

Thoughts of you tinted
With deep and dark lust-
Moreover, I invite you
To come and play my
Game as our passion rises-
It’s a complex game
Played just between us
No one has to understand
The way we interact together-
Sometimes I scarcely can
Recognize who we used to be
I just am absorbed in
Who we have become now-
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Literature
Dreams

Pleasant dreams of free

Falling through the air-
Coming back down as i
Fall lightly to the clouds
Filled with rain- ready to
Burst- showering me down
To water on the earth-
It feels like growing as
I lie on the grassy ground-
Moisture surrounding me-
As my dream is now found
 
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Literature
Going Under
Pain and rain
My storm comes down
I relive each day
Waiting for higher ground
The highs and the lows
Pound my body the
Rain falls around
Will surges ever cease
As I begin to drown?
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Literature
Storm

My mind feels with thoughts

Of your face and hands
Wicked dreams of chocolate
And cream make me ache
Deep within for your touch-
Touch me gain as the rain
Fall so somberly outside-
Make the rain fall inside me
Taste my storm as I do yours-
Merge with me once more
As our senses soar higher
With the give and take we have
When we do what we like to-
Use my body if you want to
While you stimulate my mind-
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Literature
The Broken Wristwatch

The memories of your smell

And the way you said my name
Make me wish some days
Would last a lifetime-
Memories are all I have left
Of the book we once shared
Of walks under a pecan tree-
You taught me to sing songs
In French and made me sing
To other people to encourage me
To be more open and trusting-
You also kept me close
Taking me everywhere you went-
I’ll always remember your face
As I hold all I have left of you-
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Mature content
Forbidden :iconevilscarrlett:EvilScarrlett 7 6
Literature
Expectations

Make me believe

And I’ll be there for you
I’ve been here before
But maybe this time is new
I’m wrecked in the head
By thoughts of you
But not in a bad way
You must know that’s true
Silent I can’t be this time
Because joy overwhelms me
I know I should be careful
But I throw caution away
This time– for some reason
I trust things to go right
If only for a year
If only for a night
 
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True Friends :iconevilscarrlett:EvilScarrlett 3 4
Literature
Fascination


Riveted by his eyes
Snared by the curiosity
Engrossed in the writing
Immersed within his words
Engaged in the conversation
Absorbed with the friendship
Captivated by the momentum
Held by a hope for tomorrow
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Literature
Longing
Burning desires
Thoughts of lust
My heart and soul long
For your wonderful being
The dark temple
That is my mind
Lighting up with the image
Of your whole self
Of your wonderful being
Of the bond and the invisible embrace
That keep us connected
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Pieces Of Quiet :iconvishstudio:vishstudio 188 1
Literature
Out there somewhere
Cold hands
Out in the open
Facing the storm
Without a care
Walking forward
Nowhere to go
Feeling the rain
Soaking my heart
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Literature
Though in distance
So far
So close
Images in my mind
In my heart
A person I care about
Bringing pleasant thoughts
Deep desires
To my soul
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Literature
Save me
Take me
Save me
From myself
Love me
Feel me
Deep within
Look at me
And I'll look at you
At the Universe I see
In your eyes
As we ride in the storm
Rain, wind and thunder
Our dear friends
Our guardians
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Literature
A Fantasy - Poem
The manifestation of my sweetest delusions
So free of frustration
A perfect concentration
So pure
A creation of my imagination for sure
For how else could there be somebody so beautiful?
Your presence does not cast out my solitude
Yet I am not alone when I'm next to you
The words that you speak
They are so sweet
Yet still by me in silence
You convey more than speech
And every distant hope and dream
Now has a face
Now has a name
So lost in the vibrancy of the afterglow
From when two spirits met and became one soul
So many moments converge into another in time
When a promise was fulfilled and you became mine
Being alone is now just a faded memory
As is the emptiness of persistent agonies
A gift from the heavens
So gently bestowed
Like the soft touch of a raindrop
Or a whisper of warmth
Finally I open my eyes and readily embrace the reality
You are here with me...
You are no longer a fantasy
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Literature
Echoes
A sigh echoes as my soul fades…
…fades…
…fades…
From view,
From you…
 
The voices are so silent…
They left me…
All alone,
I bitch and moan…
So lonely…
 
The Blue has returned…
My old friend,
Offering the end…
I decline…
I whine…
Maybe next time…
 
My will to live is gone…
It is long dead,
Now just a memory
Confined to my head,
And buried in agony…
 
I’m held together by a thread so thin…
Growing ever thinner…
…thinner…
…thinner…
I’m about to fall apart,
To suit my jigsaw of a heart…
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Literature
Love/Hate without the Former
The faint infatuation;
A cheap imitation.
The second most impulsive move I’ve ever made,
May soon become the worst punishment I’ve paid…
 
I’m going forward now,
No care for consequences.
But I’m so sick of you now,
And your illiterate sentences…
 
I can’t help but hate you,
Just as you
Can’t help but aggravate me,
Driving me
To bitter insanity.
I can’t help but say
“I hate what you do to me”,
And not in the good way…
 
This is love/hate without the former,
On a hot to cold scale, you’re warmer
Than ice,
But that’s as nice
As I can bring myself to say,
As I can’t wait to make my way
Away
From you…
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Literature
Oceans
An ocean outside
An ocean inside
Both deep and vast
Both full of mystery
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Literature
Reason
Give me a reason
A reason to break
A reason to build
A reason to hate
A reason to love
A reason to die
A reason to live
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At the end of another day :iconghostoftheemptygrave:GhostOfTheEmptyGrave 20 77 Piercing stare :iconghostoftheemptygrave:GhostOfTheEmptyGrave 6 18
Mature content
A liaison in the Great Greenwood - Chapter 48 :iconazukiel:Azukiel 4 1
Literature
Just us
Bright moonlight
Dark skies
Hand in hand
We go forward
Disappearing
Into the night
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Queen of the Sea :icondreamyopalescence:DreamyOpalescence 49 8
Things I don't want to forget!! <3

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You touch me inside out

To the point of no return

I often wonder what life

Was like before I met you

But I somehow can’t recall

How ‘back then’ used to be

But I feel like it was a barer

And more solemn existence

I thought I was doomed to

Be stuck in for all of my life

Now a light has been flicked

Silent and strong, just in time

To save my ruined reality

 

Pondering
a 'thank you' to my wonderful muse
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Drifting and floating

Deeper in slumber

I think of you and

I surrender to sleep-

 

Dreams afford me

Much needed time

Inside your arms

Sinking even deeper-

 

There is no stress

To follow us here

Only restfulness and

Peace accompany us-

Sleep
Maybe too short...?
Prompt 'Sleep' from Poetic-Poetry 
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Have I lost control of life

To the point of no return?

Does it take a scientist to

Point out that I’m different?

Apparently, even so, I’m

Attractive in my weirdness

Some see me in all my faults

And accept me this way

I’m always thankful for other

Different people who really

See me and like me regardless

 


Feelings of passion

Consume my empty

Soul as my mind

Is now consumed by

Thoughts of him

 

My soul may never

Be saved but my

Body feeds the fire

My mind creates now

 

The desire is born

And fed to grow

Perhaps out of control

But I don’t heed it

 

I see him and feel

My aching grow strong

As his lips seek mine

The vines envelop us

In binding pleasures

 


I am waiting

Waiting for the rush

That always comes

When I see his face-

I long to hear his voice

Say my name-

I wish for moments

Of him with me alone-

Our own little world

Melts over the real one-

My smile ignites

At his dry humor-

My eyes brighten

At a poem written to me-

My soul feels alright

Whenever we connect-

 

Weird Journal

Fri Mar 24, 2017, 4:31 PM


I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I'M DOING THIS JOURNAL. MAYBE JUST TO SAY I'M ALIVE AND NOT VERY FUNCTIONAL ON MANY LEVELS. I'M ALWAYS BEGGING FOR UNDERSTANDING FROM THE PEOPLE I WATCH AND CAN'T KEEP UP WIT!H!. YOU GUYS ARE SO PROLIFIC!

Okay, I don't like the cap lock. this type is small so it was my remedy. It sucked, so moving on. 
speaking of sucking, my illness in my hands and feet is getting worse. I'm having spasms and bad cramping in my fingers and toes.I have very little joy left. (Luckily, I do have some joy and he knows who he is). I have to get back on track with regular life.

This is becoming a rant and I didn't want that. :(
I'm just hoping everyone s doing well. Better than me. :)
I know journals are for venting but not today. Today is for an update and to let you all know I do little more than writing (as you've noticed)
The rest of my time is spent working.

If you have time drop me a comment to let me know how life is if we haven't connected in awhile.:)


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rollarius55 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Very much appreciate the last fav, Melanie!:rose:

The pillow by rollarius55
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EvilScarrlett Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
would fave it 100 times, my friend, it really moved me. :)
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rollarius55 Featured By Owner 22 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm glad it touched you!!;-)
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:huggle: Enough said.
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EvilScarrlett Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Love 
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EvilScarrlett Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Love 
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That's a good reply :)
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EvilScarrlett Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
:)
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RJBG Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2017
Hey there. awesome work! ( :
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EvilScarrlett Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you very much! :)
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